I was a bit high from the meds, happy as a lark when my surgery was over. The nurse said “You are doing amazing!” Ron said, “the plastic surgeon was pleased and already able to put some saline in the expanders.” I was simply relieved. You know that feeling of fear that something might happen to you when you are under anesthesia and no longer have control over your body… that fear was gone and it was replaced with joy. Pure joy rushed in and I felt so happy that this huge surgery was over! I am really thankful to have had a positive experience. My doctors made sure that I knew before the surgery that they were going to take care of me and that always helps. They are phenomenal at their jobs.
God gave me an amazing family… a network of wonderful friends and a supportive church… I am so thrilled to have all of you in my life. Thank you for helping me climb these mountains.
My cousin Brooke sent me a get out of the hospital shirt. My cousin Kari sent me a butterfly pillow to hug. My sister sent me a button up shirt. Kara sent me a zip up hoodie… Carolyn sent some freezer meals. I have received thoughtful cards from my cheerleaders… My Dad and Kaye as well as the Veenstra side sent flowers. Thank you friends. Your encouragement means so much to me.
Now I rest. The day of my surgery I stood downstairs and talked to my sister-in-law Amy and Michelle for several minutes. Yesterday I had some dinner and playtime downstairs with the family. Slowly, but surely, I will get back to being me. I am tired, showering is a little tough, my movements have to be super cautious or pain shoots through my chest… but I am healing.
Thank you for helping me travel this road of hills and valleys. My love to you all. Rainbows, butterflies, and sunshine are coming and I will greet them all with a smile.
